.Start.
. I went to prison today and received the Warden's tour. It was intense at times, creepy at times and depressing the whole time. "I want to go to the beach and just cry," said a co-worker of mine after the visit.
. I feel overwhelmed by uncertainty and self-awareness. I don't think that even makes sense. I need to be more God-aware.
. Feeling inadequate and guilty sucks.
. I hate being passionate about something, yet not having the drive to actually do it. Writing. That's my mom's whole argument: if you love it so much, it won't matter that you don't get paid for it right now... you would and should be writing now. If only I could... I'm too trapped in my own insecurities and feelings of... here it is again... inadequacy.
. I drive myself nuts.
. I need to stop starting sentences with "I" because it only magnifies my self-involved nature.
.Stop.
2 comments:
i know liu, i know. it's comforting to know we're not alone in this though. :)
Liu-who...
Starting with the start always helps...
by the way: a little jealous...if ya know what i mean (:
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